We all face the 'unknowns'. My biggest unknown right now is: where will I be living and working come fall. I know I'll have a job and that my bills will get paid and that I won't have to live out of my vehicle (LOL). But, I don't know where that will be and if I'll have to ship boxes...and possibly my vehicle. (If I'm going to stay in education, I would prefer to be able to be in Kodiak, AK again. I love Kodiak!)
But, maybe it's time for me to venture into something else? I entertain running my own kennel. Or, having my own B&B. Hmmmm....the unknown.
One thing I do know...God has always taken care of me. And, as I wait for the unknowns to segue into the known I'm enjoying life...and am so glad that I have family and friends in which to share it.
To blog or not to blog....
Thursday, June 23, 2011
Saturday, May 7, 2011
The eve of another Mother's Day
Well, there comes a time when, as much as I've thought of myself as a techie person, I've finally decided to start blogging my life...as I see it and have seen it. I might talk about today. I might talk about yesterday and how it has influenced today.
Today is the eve of Mother's Day. It is my nineteenth motherless Mother's Day.
I think that I think about my mom every day. Sometimes I see her in someone's smile, or the twinkle in someone's eyes. Sometimes I see her in the clothes someone is wearing. Or, I catch a glimpse of the back of her long, soft, brown hair. I often hear her say "Everything's going to be alright".
But, when I see and hear her the most is when I am at church. I hear her singing and smiling and caring for people. I have this gift of my mom still with me. It is a bittersweet gift.
Tomorrow I won't go to church because I pretty much spend days such as Mother's Day crying when I go to the place where I see and hear her most vividly. Instead, I will go to the beach where mom and I used to walk and skip rocks and laugh. And, if I cry...she'll understand.
Today is the eve of Mother's Day. It is my nineteenth motherless Mother's Day.
I think that I think about my mom every day. Sometimes I see her in someone's smile, or the twinkle in someone's eyes. Sometimes I see her in the clothes someone is wearing. Or, I catch a glimpse of the back of her long, soft, brown hair. I often hear her say "Everything's going to be alright".
But, when I see and hear her the most is when I am at church. I hear her singing and smiling and caring for people. I have this gift of my mom still with me. It is a bittersweet gift.
Tomorrow I won't go to church because I pretty much spend days such as Mother's Day crying when I go to the place where I see and hear her most vividly. Instead, I will go to the beach where mom and I used to walk and skip rocks and laugh. And, if I cry...she'll understand.
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